The Skinny

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I'm in the process. I'd like to expand on that, but it's in the process. I go about my business under the guidance of gut-feelings and universal street signs. I see myself as a very quiet person. Not because I have little to say, only that my abundant thoughts know not where to start. As a child I fantasized about looking through a telescope to give me truth about the world. It amuses me now that what I am doing is looking down a microscope in an effort to reevaluate my holistic position. I am a loner, a drifter, a dreamer.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Oi is Om

I haven't seen my body in some time. It's been a minute since I've really had any one-on-one time with it. Sure, I see it. I notice it in mirrors as I am running from one obligation to the next. While getting ready for the day, I see glimpse of skin that appear when my clothes fall away. I register my image yet I neglect to give it any attention. I have not seen my body, not for all that it truly is. Over the duration of this hiatus I feel like I've become a stranger to my physical self.
In the middle of uttanasana (one of my most favorite poses) I suddenly became aware of my legs. The skin was dry, creating this reptilian pattern up to my thighs. They had become hairy since the last time I shaved them, which had to have been some time in early February. These knees of mine, did they use to be so ashy? The dawn of all these new realizations began to spread over the rest of my body.

How is my back? I haven't seen that in a while either.
Are my arms lean and tight or have they inched into flabby?
Christ, don't tell me my ass has turned to collagen!

It's a shame I've neglected the tangible part of my person for as long as I have. Pay respects where respect is due; this body has seen me through as many trials as triumphs. Who would I be without my dear body? Surely I am not just a mind, don't my neurons hold my memories? My thought patterns happen physically, so the two must be intertwined. Shame on me, for being so mean all this time.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hmm, I think I'm pretty good to my body - apart from the whole hydration thing, which I'm not great at. But I do know the state of my body at the moment; soft, lazy and reasonably happy!

Unknown said...

I'm at the point now in my 20's where I need to stay on top of my body constantly. It's very annoying, but at the same time it forces me to make myself a priority!

Internal Movements said...

So, i read this earlier today...and now, i was going thru some poetry readings on youtube when i found this.

http://www.youtube.com/user/SpokenVerse#p/u/32/RidwWEmM4NE


and i quickly thought of this.

hope you like it :D

Jie Hua said...

How beautiful. How complimentary. Thanks!